[waiting]

i'm reverting. being more lonely in the crowded room than ever before. being surrounded by people i love and still feeling like nobody understands me.

i thought i was growing up. growing out of this phase. that's what i always liked to call it, a "phase". but maybe these mental health problems will be here for life...

i don't know how to snap out of it anymore...

March 13, 2004 - 10:15 am