[i can't]

i wish real hard when i close my eyes
if i found a reason to regain my pride -
would i even try?
it's so hard to find an answer
so hard to stand alone
it's so hard to find a feeling
that was buried long ago
it's so hard to trust another
when it's easier to hide
it's so hard to believe in you
i've already tried

May 06, 2002 - 11:34 pm