[summer]

for all of june and a lot of july, i was convinced that everything was really okay for the first time ever. i even started to think that I had recovered from my depression, that all i had ever really needed was a satisfying job that kept me busy, that all this sitting around and intellectualizing and analyzing and hypothesizing and contemplating and explicating and prognosticating all the time was the source of all my problems.

semiotics, not a chemical inbalance, was killing me. i just need to stop thinking so much and start doing.

July 29, 2005 - 12:13 pm