[but, i hope]

i'm afraid this is a game. and i remember the last time i was so foolish as to believe i was loved. and i remember the pain associated with that game that he cruelly played with me. like a cat playing with a mouse, then snatching it coldly to devour. so, that may explain my misunderstanding of intentions. but, i hope.

April 22, 2002 - 2:08 am