[bizzare love triangle]

i am back from KL. when i was on the plane, i feel so fuk'd.. im coming back to this world, the reality. so much have changed since my last entry. i'm involved with someone whom i dont really know.. is he juz a subsitute of "the bastard"? i do not know. at least, he took my mind off "the bastard". i am happy with him, but i'm uncertain. he is not exactly a gd man himself. and many factors result me to hold back. am i crazy or what? the purpose of my trip is to get a break; it seems like things are getting more out of hand

April 14, 2002 - 10:29 am